Hello

Rusty

2010-12-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

I miss you honey bunch.

You are my first and only special friend that I'll ever have.

Love you honey.

Lil star

2010-02-07T15:17:00.003+08:00

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I'm shining brightly
It's probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there's so many other around
When deep inside you feels darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you'll see
But as long as you notice, that's just fine with me
Everything's just fine with me
Everything' just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I've been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that's in do time
But until then I'm guilty, and being humans my crime
Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner of later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

bye bye old. Hello New

2010-02-07T15:04:00.003+08:00

I read my old entries in the private blog and it scared me. I was psychotically crazy. gosh. all the scary thoughts I had. I'm glad its over now.
:)

imy

2009-09-22T02:09:00.001+08:00

I would tell you that you were right about the hair. that short hair looks good on me.
& above all, I would tell you that i miss those days.

FELICITY CRAWFORD

2009-08-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

FELICITY SENT ME A MESSAGE!!!! I swear i am so so happy.
She calls me her DAUGHTER! okay. actually she calls all of us her daughter.
but! only us and the seniors.
Boy do i miss her.
I really hope she'll be over at Boston when we go over.
Please Please Please!!

Getaway

2009-08-16T00:40:00.003+08:00

I need another long getaway.
Just like the Hanoi trip

lulu

2009-08-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

Dear Genie,

I was on my way home today when I met this girl. She had a natural tan and features that resembles Thais or Filipinos; Good looking I would say. I noticed her the moment she boarded the bus. She sat right at the back, near the window, listening to her MP3. I do not know what she was listening to but whatever song it was, it must have been really sad songs to make her cry. She tried holding back her tears and covering it up.

It must have been really painful for her. Her heart must have ached like it was being squashed. So I went up and sat beside her and gave her a tight hug 1 stop before mine. As I hugged her, I told her this very same words I told someone recently, "Remember that nothing lasts. Its the same for sadness."

With Love,
Lina

Bittersweet

2009-08-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Genie,

The wrenching feeling sucks, a lot.

Just a few weeks ago, I remember me feeling happy with how my life's going. Why is it that now, I feel like something is wrong. I don't exactly feel happy. I feel like I'm losing track of my life. Am I not used to it? I know its not Scarlet's doing. Am I just missing my friends too much? Am I missing the love I receive? One by one they seem to be leaving the country or going NS; all of which are the most important people in my life. They were always there for me, beside me, when I'm in such a state and now, they're just too far away.

This wrenching feeling is weird. It's bittersweet. It just sucks a lot.

I want my hug. My nice comforting hug. The nice tight hug that assures me.
I miss you mich & jess. Real loads.
I need some sense knocked into me, remind me of things I tend to forget.
I'm waiting for you to be back.

With love,
Lina

2009-07-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Genie,

His story sent me into a wave of emotions. I find myself back in 1999.
No one really knew what happened.
No one knew how it really felt.
I hated that feeling, a lot.

With Love,
Lolly Love

Michelle Lim Yi Cai

2009-06-27T03:00:00.003+08:00

I know I should already be immune to farewells.
I know it is not forever, like anyone's dying or dead.
I know a reunion will happen

But somehow, I find myself bawling like a baby right now. Its as though I just just experienced a break up with d few years ago. It just hit me that she IS leaving, real soon. I suppose I took things for granted, thinking that there's still time. I should have learnt my lesson when Jess went overseas. I'm sorry. I dont know if the crying is worse than Jess left but I know its because I am really worried and I cant bear to let her go.

I'll miss you love. Please take care when you're over there. Talk to me, Email me, Keep in contact.
If you ever feel sad and need the hug, I'm sorry I cant be there. But hug teddy. I made sure he's comfy and nice to hug. Please be careful. You told me the that the area over there is not very safe. So please be careful. If you need to hear a familiar friendly voice, call me. I'm always here to answer your call. The Promise I made to you stays and is still valid. You know that.

linger

2009-06-14T00:33:00.003+08:00

Dear Genie,

What if, just what if, this time i made a wrong decision?

With love,
Lollylove

F Scarlet

2009-06-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

Yet another Contact-less moment.

I just cant be bothered to care about people's feelings.
I just want to be left alone and be selfish for once.

Thanks Mr Gorilla

2009-05-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Genie,

I met a Gorilla on the way home today & we had a long talk.
I realised that people just gets lost in their own life once in awhile & its okay.
& Its not that I've changed; people just never really knew me at all.

not even 21 whom i thought did.
I'm glad I have a few who do :)

With Love,
21

LATIN

2009-05-20T13:11:00.002+08:00

Time to put on my Dance heels and Hit the Dancefloor Baby!!

contemplation

2009-05-09T00:02:00.002+08:00

It's time like these where I wish I have more time in hand.

its so messy in here

In control

2009-04-20T01:30:00.001+08:00

I love listening to Ruby and synchronize my moves to her.
It makes me feel good and in control.
It keeps me in the world of my own, where its just me and her and no one else.

See me as me and not as anyone else's girl

2009-04-13T14:46:00.002+08:00

I need to meet up with my friends and spend quality time with them.
Quality time and not the usual meet and have fun.
Just some peace and quiet, and a lot of heart to heart talk.
Yin Mei, Shir, Mel, We need to meet up!

L

2009-03-25T14:38:00.002+08:00

I look at the blogs that I haven't read in ages.
& I cant help but notice how some of them sounds sad and dejected.
Hang in there loves, hang in there.

Jessy

2009-03-11T03:06:00.002+08:00

Till date, there's only 2 who knows what I really truly feel within.
And 1 who knows the reasons to my actions and the thoughts within me without having me to know and say it.
And the only 1 is leaving home for 6 months.

I don't know what will be of me she is somehow my pillar of strength; the reason for my independence.

I am not joking

2009-03-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

I swear I will go crazy if i continue staying within this 4 walls.
And no, this is not funny at all.
I mean it.

singularity

2009-02-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

Its been a year now.
and i can never forget that feeling of inferiority.
It just leaves me speechless.

xela

2009-02-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

I love you so much that I never ever got angry at you.
No matter how angry I am, with just a word you say, I'll listen
But today's different- it'll be the first.
I'm too angry to talk to you right now.

ghsmel

2009-02-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

You are my favourite girl; My favourite Cousin :)
I had loads of fun these few weeks & I've never felt like this since Poly started.
I'll miss you hell loads more than I did before when you go to Tasmania.
Oh man, This is bad :(

Crys

2009-02-06T00:07:00.004+08:00

Honestly, I do miss you at times, Miss Bestie
Daydreaming bout all the high tea & shopping for our future bfs.
Its been so long & I'm close to forgetting how we were before.

& no, I dont really want to somehow.

Solitude on highway 21

2009-02-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

& again, I met genie, after such a long time, on highway 21

Add on

2009-02-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

Heart Candies (& crushes) are better than love

Confessions

2009-02-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

I need to meet you.
I am waiting, holding on.
I have confessions to be made.
To clear me of all my sins.

You are such a priest in the box to me, Shir. (I think this description of you is kinda funny)
I need to rattle on all my sins to you.
Cleanse my soul.
HAHHA.

what a way to put it.

Searching

2009-02-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I look in the mirror and wonder,
"What am I doing here?"

Yea we know

2009-01-28T22:03:00.001+08:00

I have a problem with my ego.

Oh so reflective.

2009-01-18T13:37:00.002+08:00

The weather has been so great these days.
The days have been perfect for tanning by the beach- Sunny and Windy, very windy
The Nights are amazing beautiful, with millions of stars- a scene I've never witnessed before.

Everything is just so nice.
:)

Say a little prayer for you.

2009-01-18T03:05:00.003+08:00

I am happy where I am right now. I am really glad and contented with, for the first time, with what I have right now. I look at the people around me and I see how lucky I am. At the same time, I worry.

I pray that Mich will be fine with her projects and stay ups at night.
I pray that Pang will be fine with her attachment.
I pray that My lovely freak, Naz, will recover from her annoying fever. ( So maybe we can start planning her 21st Birthday again. I thought about it. maybe the theme can be uniform instead of hospital?hahaha.)
I pray that Linda to be fine and free from crying man
I pray that Mel's PMS to stop haunting her and may she enjoy her 20th birthday celebration with the cake that has her Unglam face on it (my idea!)
I pray that my cousin to recover from the weird virus so we will all have a good CNY this year (I will make the tang yuan, promise)
I pray that Mr Low gets well so that he will stop having hallucinations of me doing weird stuffs.
I pray that Mummy and Daddy will enjoy life this year and that mummy stop worrying so much.
I pray that Lisa will grow more mature and less annoying.
I pray that Sis will get married soon so that I can get to go through all the bridesmaid stuff and be pretty. (Okay, NOT) Maybe just hope that she gets a multi-million contract signed and gives me a car and pays for it. Or smth lidat is good enough.
I pray that I will remain as contented with my life.
OHOH! I pray that we have the shift soon, so I can start desiging my own room, have my own cupboard to store my crafts and all.

ok. my prayers are getting a lil annoying.

Disturbed

2009-01-13T23:33:00.004+08:00

I am quite in a disturbed state still. There are many things happening around my friends and me. Good, Bad, Neutral. I don't mind it at all actually. I'm just feeling uneasy because I learning to get use to all these normal, basic things that are somehow foreign to me. I am just becoming weirdly, normal; With no more big "Hoo-Ha"s May god bless me and the ones around me

& let all the annoying freaks go to hell. okay, i dont mean it at the end of the day.

♥ AWESOME FREAKS ♥

2009-01-10T21:37:00.005+08:00

This 2 weeks will be hectic and after 23 Jan, I'm free. I'm not sure if i still have to go to school after CNY since we have no business there anymore. Then, I will have my break, when I will have class chalet and planning to go overseas at least once with my friends again. Of course, work will come into the picture as well. These all ends in at end May, where the writing clinic for my degree. And then my degree starts, on the 22 June. Soon enough, I will have my summer immersion program next year June/July in Boston. I have so many things planned and yea, these are all what I want too. & I know all these sounds so great!

But somehow, I'm not looking forward to it at all. The thought of all these given to me at the cost of ending my diploma, saying bye to my friends, is bad. The past few months of IEP project, Market Research, Portfolio and all was the best group work assignments I have ever done. I had arguements with my Awesome freaks, we shouted at each other, we got annoyed with each other, we got lost driving around due to wrong directions given; But we had more love, joy and laughter than we used to have. The best part? We can curse and mock each other, and still, love it.

I know I can never find a group like them in Wheelock, cause it'll be different. Me and Linda may not be in the same class, Naz and Lydia is not gonna be there. Its sad, really. I dont think i can find a group in wheelock that we all shout and curse at each other, mock each other, but still exchange, "i love you"s and hugs at the end of the day.

Ahh. i should stop this. This is getting kinda emo.

I ♥ my AWESOME Freaks

Jessy

2009-01-04T01:57:00.003+08:00

I am glad that I have 1 who understands me the most.

Even if I flip inside out, upside down.

2009

2009-01-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

iKids

Donna

Hanoi

Thai Son

Driving License

Salsa

Haircut

Jia Xu

19th

Friends

Work

Parties

Dance

Clubbing

Drinks

Dares

Stunts

Trust

Independence

I am proud of what I've learnt and becomed the past few months.

COUSIN LOVE

2008-12-20T00:01:00.003+08:00

My cousins are awesome.
Huey yi and I are going Aussie in April.
AWESOME

keeping in check

2008-12-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

Only you know me that well.

Its Deja Vu all over again

♥

2008-12-13T22:22:00.001+08:00

I ♥ Nice Toga Dresses

So Awesome

i know where!

2008-12-12T21:39:00.003+08:00

Today is just so awesome.
I just so love my girls, they make my illness go away, LITERALLY!
All the talk about the gay uncle/man/boy, women with armpit hair,
Skinny old man with his blue color-runned underwear, sudden outbursts of giggles, rhyan's "i know where" and random angmoh coming

up saying unknown chinese words.
I am so happy today that i dont even care if the banglas saw me skipping and smiling to myself while i listened to ruby.
SO AWESOME
Lets end it off with the theme song of today

"Stop and Stare.
I saw an old man in his underwear
....."

Bitch Fit

2008-12-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

Because you swayed the trust or what fuck was that.

People i look up to before now turns me off.

Boy, am i bitchy.

I dont give a damn to what you he or she thinks.

Being considerate to people is becoming sucha chore.

I'm tired.

Lets end this entry off with a good note.
This may sound corny but,
I am Awesomebecause i can drive
and because I am just plain awesome.
& I am definately more awesome than you!

I shall await for the awesome cousin love to be back in a few hours time
:)

MILO

2008-12-08T00:53:00.005+08:00

Everyone drank from the milk bottle when they were young.

I drank milo instead of milk

& I drank till the age of 8. But of course, only when I was home.

I would always bite the tip till the hole is big so that I can drink it fast.

I would always drink it at night around 8pm to 9pm

I am somehow, craving for that milo that mummy made.

the milk bottle is actually, optional this time

Stupidsimo

2008-12-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

This may sound a little funny.
Despite all the politics, frustration, bleeding lips and crazy punishments,
I miss playing in a band.

I really do.
I know Shir does too; Maybe Clar as well.
I really miss it quite badly

Enough of the Facade

2008-12-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

Things are better these past few months.

No more big tsunami waves.

Everything is calmer and peaceful now.

But things are more mundane now as well.

No more exciting highlights and climaxes.

I think I am starting to grow sick of things.

I know it may sound weird and autistic of me to say this.

But, I want to be alone-something i've always feared before.

I no longer fear of wandering around places alone, walking alone, being alone

Its amusing, but it feels nice though; having to just think of no one else but me alone.

Everyone, meet Ruby

2008-11-29T15:30:00.001+08:00

you are the music in me

Our song

2008-11-28T23:56:00.004+08:00

tonight will be the night that I will fall for you,

over again dont let me change my mind.

i wont live to see another day i swear true,

cause a girl like you's impossible to find,

impossible to find.

i love you real loads.
really

Hair

2008-11-28T00:56:00.004+08:00

Naz says my hair makes me look like mushroom head
Thanks Naz.
Now i cant wait for my hair to grow longer
I still love my previous hairstyle i have before now more.
like this.

number

2008-11-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

Good for you.
It time to go now.

i need time. gimme time

Fantastic! GOOD JOB!!

2008-11-25T20:18:00.004+08:00

IEP is getting more and more fun.
Now the children see me and go, "Dit dit dit dit dit dit!"

and they have learnt to say "AWESOME" with the hand sign.

Awesome ;)

Pause

2008-11-25T00:51:00.003+08:00

I need a breather.

I need Melinda.

I need a getaway.

I need the long awaited family holiday

I just need a rest, for me to look my best.

(This is sibeh important k)

Black & White

2008-11-22T14:16:00.001+08:00

Jeans

2005

2008-11-20T22:47:00.004+08:00

I love looking at pictures of me in secondary school.

Looking back at the past always makes me smile.

Those were the days where we were worry free

Those were the days where we did everything stupid
Those were the days we were retarded and stupid looking (But when i look at some pics, I actually think that i was pretty)
Those were the days where we look back and laugh at ourselves and think, wtf was i thinking.
Those were the days that we are fucking immature and think that everything lasts forever.
We were all just Happy being stupid back then.

Kiss the girl

2008-11-20T12:08:00.007+08:00

Clarice!
Told you i still have the video!
ahh. part one has problem. damn it.
This is funny
Typical YT dance performance with all the chinese dancers dominating the stage.
those were the days man!

Awesome Pig

2008-11-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

What do you call a Pig After it is killed?

A Dead Pig

Promise me, you'll wait for me

2008-11-12T01:56:00.003+08:00

I'm getting there.

Not yet, but getting there.

Wait Up

Storage

2008-11-10T02:55:00.003+08:00

Genie found me a box.

He gave it to me and said, "This box is for you to do what it does best"

Annoying

2008-11-07T02:13:00.003+08:00

There is no need for comparisons.

You do not need to reiterate how everything was never enough

This is annoying.

You are annoying.

great.its all boiling into hate.

My Motivation

2008-11-06T23:28:00.003+08:00

Lulu says:
when will you be back hon
Lulu says:
i save date all for you. at least i got thing to look forward to
melg says:
9th dec
Lulu says:
okok
Lulu says:
when do you need to go back aussie
melg says:
mid feb i think
melg says:
;)
melg says:
depends
melg says:
but ard there
melg says:
heeee!
Lulu says:
OH YES YES BABY YES!
Lulu says:
OK!
Lulu says:
YES YES! OH MAN! YES
Lulu says:
OK
Lulu says:
YOU ARE MY MOTIVATION
melg says:
AHAHAHAS
OKAYYYY!!
OUT EVERYDAY, EVERYWHERE!
Lulu says:
i got schol love. BUT!
Lulu says:
STILL!
Lulu says:
I HAVE OFF DAYS!
melg says:
but for now, focus on your assignments and me, exams
melg says:
:)
Lulu says:
break and all
melg says:
OKOK!
Lulu says:
YES
melg says:
i crash your sch
ahahas!
Lulu says:
I WILL LOOK FORWARD
Lulu says:
eh.
hard to crash my lect though
can try
Lulu says:
ok
Lulu says:
you go focus on exams
Lulu says:
oh man. you have just motivated me into workin on my assignments
Lulu says:
i've planned things to do together alr.
Lulu says:
OK!
Lulu says:
GOGOGO!!
Lulu says:
LOVE YOU BABY!!!1
Lulu says:
WOOO!
melg says:
OKOK!
melg says:
LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO!
melg says:
MUACKKSS!
melg says:
:)
melg says:
HANG IN
THERE CAUSE I'LL BE BACK IN APPROX. ONE MONTHS' TIME!
Lulu says:
YES
Lulu says:
I AM WAITIBNG
melg says:
OKOK
Lulu says:
YOU ARE MY MOTIVATION
melg says:
GTGGGGGGG
melg says:
HEEE!
Lulu says:
i gonna prnt screen
Lulu says:
your part convo
melg says:
LOVESSSS APLENTYY!
melg says:
AHAHAHS
Lulu says:
and put it up to motivate me ok!
melg says:
BYEEE SWEETIEEEE
Lulu says:
LOVE YOU GIRL!
melg says:
OKOK!!!
melg says:
:D
melg says:
HUGSSS!

My Motivation.

Library Thoughts

2008-11-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

And the cat is starting to fight back again.

This time, there is no exact explaination.

There is really no logical reason as to why it is doing that again.

Tallman

2008-11-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today, I recieved a surprise on the way home. Things seemed to feel the same as it was before at that point of time. & yes, the same gaze came along with it as well.

21

Changes

2008-11-03T02:08:00.002+08:00

Yeap, its good one at that.

& it seems to me that everything is going to go on quite well.

AWESOMEEEEEE

2008-10-30T23:03:00.004+08:00

School has been really hectic, tiring and annoying.

But my Awesome girls make me look forward to school.

Being able to see them makes dragging to school less draggier.

We've all grown so much together.

& now, We are even getting healthier.

Oh man, I so love my awesome girls.

Nostalgia

2008-10-27T00:19:00.003+08:00

I was really bored and i know the next few pictures are something i am amused with

End Sec 1 or was it Sec 2 first term break?

Sec 4 Prom night with the classic pose with Big mama. I remmeber getting strangled after i kissed her suddenly after the pic.

Year 1 with clar and big mama.

Ps: Clar, grab these pics. I know you lost them alr.

Stop whining.

2008-10-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

I'm stuck home after plans were planned and cancelled last min.

now i really wanna watch tropic thunder.

and i'm whining like fuck.

this is so annoying.

& I am so annoying myself

The Girl aged 4, she knew it all

2008-10-26T11:44:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, we have to just stop walking, take a deep breath and let it all out.

I'm going wheelock with Linda, then we are going to fly.

No strings attached for the next 4 years.

solitude on highway 21

1 2 3 4 5, Once i caught a fish alive

2008-10-25T22:41:00.004+08:00

This is Awesome.
It reminds me of how I would do the rhyme with ALL the children i teach.
Oh man, i miss seeing their reactions and all.
We all should search and watch videos like this once in a while.

Ruby

2008-10-23T16:18:00.004+08:00

So lets sing along to the music playing

7 Years

2008-10-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

Dear Stussy,

Where are you? Please come home to me. I do not care if the $100 is taken away, or if the IC is being thrown away. I just want you back right now. I really miss you, alot.

With Love,
21

People to Lyrics

2008-10-16T18:34:00.005+08:00

Come what may, it doesnt matter anymore

It may be Something Stupid, but i will do the same thing again even if i was able to turn back time.

& I really hope it Linger.

this is so fun.
It makes me feel so smart about myself, really.
iget to showcase my talented and innovative mind

& I made a choice

2008-10-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

It all used to be "What If".

Now I am gonna "Save the Last Dance for Me".

because all it takes is courage.

Moments like this

2008-10-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

Therapy

2008-10-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

Plug in the earphones,

Turn up the volume,

& Feel the bass and music pound on the eardrums.

Sometimes that just makes you feel alot better.

Ong Ma Li Meh Li Hong

2008-10-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

So I have a new cheer of my own, how interesting.

And soon, i'll have a new name.

God bless me, make it a good one.

Genie talk

2008-10-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Its time to step out once again,

and embrace the warmth of the sun.

Something foreign

2008-09-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people are afraid of things that are foreign to them.

Its all about getting out of your comfort zone.

Getaway

2008-09-24T20:13:00.003+08:00

Everything was all based on one belief ,

"Tourist what! Nevermind One!"

I wanna club now :(

Nostalgia

2008-09-18T23:06:00.008+08:00

I was procrastinating again, in my packing, till i came across my old school pics.

Nos·tal·gia [no-stal-juh, -jee-uh, nuh-]

–noun
a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time: a nostalgia for his college days.

The best friends

yea, this too.

and the "sexy" poses.

The One who knew me

i really am missing you now love.

even if you do really retarded things

i know you want me, secretly.

The EX.

Enough said.

The Neighbours

My longest friendships.

The band mates

The noisy section mates

the one who loved the way i answered my flipphone and ended it in just mere seconds.

The Meh and Moo saga

The Classmates

All time Favourite, Mr tiko peh

the ones who stood by me during the toughest time

Ah ha. the class, whole class, on stage.

I just suddenly miss it all. I mean then.

David Militello

2008-09-17T21:10:00.005+08:00

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben

I love watching America's got talent.
He is not an autistic kid.
He is just a wonderful kid with autism.

He reminds me of Sam

In his words.

2008-09-16T01:17:00.002+08:00

This is my new little malaysian friend, Ah Bee.

He is 8 years old.

He is a little bit psycho but i like.

He also taught me Cantonese, but steph say it was all wrong.

Steph dont know why I believe whatever he says.

I dont know why too.

But I just think he is very funny and fun to be with.

I like my new friend, Ah bee, alot.

Solitude on highway 21

2008-09-15T00:54:00.003+08:00

The Lost Cheque.

Given away and gone forever.

Left in solitude, along the road of Highway 21.

Vacation Coming True

2008-09-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

I am so going for the Vacation.

Everything is confirmed.

Oh man! Oh man!

This is so exciting!

I want Nasi Unam, Big Head Prawns and of course, the soft soft rice I crave for!!

Did I say that I am fucking excited?

2nd Post to Melinda Goh

2008-09-11T23:15:00.005+08:00

I still miss you as much as I did the first day you left.

Sometimes I miss you so much it hurts.

I would hope that I am right beside you, giving you a big hug then feel useless because I cant do that.

Sometimes I miss you so much that I feel like I'm right beside you.

Over at where you are, feeling what how you feel- Sad, Happy, Cold, Excited, Love-sick.

Sometimes I miss you so much that I forgot you left.

I would want to go out to grab a cup of Mocha Frappe and call your number, realising that you weren't using the number.

Sometimes I miss you so badly that I wished I had the power to TELEPORT

So I close my eyes and think of you, then i snap my fingers, slowly opening my eyes, hopefully to be at your door step. but it never worked.

Sometimes I miss you so much I could cry.

I see our pictures, the fun we had and remember the moments we spent together, smile and tear.

This feeling has been the same since the first day you left.

I've forgotten many pasts of mine, but miraculously, I've never forgotten ours.

I remember every single detail of what we did together. From the mischiefs we did to the sweet random confessions of what we've done, naughty or nice

I really miss you so much hon.

I've never missed anyone so much, not even yea.

I wish you are right here beside me now.

This is so emo. :(

Honestly,

2008-09-09T03:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I do miss all the,

"Oh well, what to do, LIFE."

it became a habit, impossible to rid.

i'm gonna start baking again

Phuture

2008-09-05T01:02:00.007+08:00

High on a Ladies Night.

The book of Answers isnt that accurate after all.

Now i know why there isnt much people,

The malays were fasting

Out with the old & In with the new

2008-08-31T00:51:00.003+08:00

What if I said that it is really coming true?
Oh man, this sure feels exciting yet scary.

but i look forward to it :)

21

2008-08-25T09:11:00.001+08:00

I can feel it in me, boiling into hate.

Damn, this aint good at all.

It just means no progress.

Ozzy Wuzzy

2008-08-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

Everybody, meet my new best friend.

Ozzy Boy.

Oh man, i so love you Ozzy!

19th Birthday

2008-08-21T22:48:00.004+08:00

It was heartwarming, touching and everything nice.
The gorgeous balloon-filled room left me dazzled
The notes and photos all over the wall made me felt so loved.
The homemade fruity birthday cake at the roof top in the heart-shaped-lit-candles left me speechless.
It was all just amazing.

The effort, the time spent, the thoughts put in, it all are known and felt.
I love you girls so so much., and you of course, Mr Donshaun.
Colinn and Hendro's raspberries, Crazy shouting game of Taboo, Bubbles, Sparklers and all the funny ethics made the whole night more perfect.

It was the best birthday party ever.
Every ounce of love was felt with my heart.
You guys left me speechless.
Thank you so much :)

21

2008-08-19T12:26:00.002+08:00

the game of 21

the consequences we all have to pay

and i lost.

Seeleesaurus

2008-08-19T01:50:00.003+08:00

Coquetry brought to a whole new level

Talk with genie on highway 21

2008-08-14T18:54:00.001+08:00

Genie called, " Lets play a game of Masquerade on Highway 21"

Sudden Craving

2008-08-12T13:07:00.002+08:00

a WILD, very wild party by the beach.

with loads of stupid dares, laughter and photos.

wtf. sucha WEIRD, sudden craving.

it should be fun that way

Ninny Boob

2008-08-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

"Study Me!!! I'm the kind of person everyone would love to study"

WTF!?

Your ego always leave me speechless, totally.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

meaningless post

2008-08-09T00:41:00.002+08:00

I am effing bored right now

FishEye

2008-08-05T00:55:00.001+08:00

Fisheye Love

CAPTAIN CAPSLOCK

2008-08-04T01:57:00.003+08:00

& I have summon thee.

Captain CAPSLOCK

He who sails all Keys

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng!!

ikids

2008-08-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

Just a year back, she sat in a room with Donna along saga road.

Donna: Teacher Lina?
She: Yes?
Donna: *gives a hug and a peck her hand* I love you. & you are so pretty today, like an angel.
Me: Thank you darling. I love you too. and you are just as beautiful to me too. *returns a hug with a kiss on Donna's forehead*

I miss ikids, badly.

Pick Up Lines

2008-08-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

"gal,i like your character... you are not only sweet,your lovely smile can kill me........"

wtf is wrong with people nowadays.

This is so turn off.

Stupid white-faced black donkey

2008-07-31T20:40:00.001+08:00

The anger and hatred still lies within.

You will never be spared.

Its just a matter of time

Like seriously?

2008-07-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

"Just wanted to say that your smile is as sweet as skittles"

The first ever cheesy pick up line I have ever recieved on friendster.

The dark ages

2008-07-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

for the past two dark months, i've learnt who i should treasure.

Those who are there for me, truly helping me, when i'm alone.

No word can express how grateful I am.

You pull me back from the clutches of drepression.

You kept me hanging on when I was about to give up everything.

Thank you so much.